Your new self is awaiting for you to go to through the areas within that you just discovered. It could feel like an ending or a sharp new beginning. You might feel not the same. Many old patterns are washed away so we might not recognize the current patterns where they won't fulfill the victim consciousness. Do you feel the huge energy release that kept you in the zero point within naturally? NOW you can recognize where you are weak at and where you feel strongly aligned to your new patterns. What are you going to do? The empty space that you have right now could be filled with the same old emotions all over again just because you know them but it won't make any sense to your new level of consciousness. That's why many of us could feel the blank point where they are hardly staying neutral because the mind labels this as a depression. This is where you show what you have been waiting to show, this is where you tie the knots with whatever is left from the old lessons. Not waiting to go back to the old known. This could feel like a threshold because it is the point between the known and the unknown but you have passed the threshold by acknowledging how much you have space within that makes you feel weightless. Mind interprets these steps as a dull stage where it can't create drama or worrying because it does not have any victim fuel in it so it could take you to the "let's go back to what we know" phase. Don't fill your modules with worrying, drama and tension if you feel like you don't know how to celebrate your inner freedom. You have released so much old energy where you are just waiting to see what has left for you to go through now. But if this phase is bringing you to a place where you feel you can't go on with the problems and deal with them like you used to;....then, you are in the right place. Because this will make you discern what you no longer need to go through for you to grow and learn from.
When one phase of lessons is done and the energies are pushing us to move up to the higher and better level of learning; we all feel the first phase of "now what?" level. Remember your first day at school? Nothing feels similar to what you have seen, you feel like staying home because new friends, new teachers, new lessons...etc. not like you visioned. So, NOW at this phase, you might be expected to bring some of what you have learned and worked to the table. Instead of comparing your new school and friends with the old ones, focus on what this is bringing for you to show what you have learned. When you have different vibration level, your reflection will be different as well. And you might see vividly now that who's coming behind you. People who has been around you as your lessons will disappear or they might seem different. It could be because you are applying more understanding to their low frequency? Or you might feel like you have passed the threshold so you can comprehend what they were testing you with. So here is your chance to show how different you feel and how different you are energetically. If there are fears leftover within, they could be your old habit making you think you are still the same. That's why being practical is more important then "thinking and assuming" you know something. If you are not ready to show that you have learned, then stay neutral longer for your mind to acknowledge that you have passed certain energy patterns. So before you feel you can align yourself to the new grid; It is essential to focus on your energy protection (until you feel you are assimilated and anchored into your new level of energy), apply discernment (be picky about the way you act and use your new energy modules to whom & where), stay more in the NOW to recognize your dimension level, release as much as you see as your leftover lessons (like, apply forgiveness to the old, let go the grudges, release anger, etc.)....
Stay in your neutral observer zone where you can see how far you passed the energy lines with around you. You must be more expert on how you deal the energies around you now. If there is more releasing to do, they will come out for you to see them. Work on those leftovers and finish them.
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Much Love,
Denize Sarikoz
