Mercury Retrograde & New Moon

**Energy Report**
*Mercury Retrograde & New Moon*
With the help of Mercury Retrograde, the mind's receiving energy & light-code side has been eased down. The right side of the body and the brain could process more energy update now. Give yourself a chance to reboot your system and digest the new updates you have been receiving.

You might feel dullish or numb on the head and not feeling yourself in your body these days if you are not grounding your body. Resting, stretching your body, drinking more water, eating raw vegetables and fruits will keep you in balance. It is not a time to force yourself to do something new but since it is new moon; with the assistance of Mercury, you could do more cleaning emotionally, address repeated lessons and go into the details of keeping you stuck in the same.
Mind will be in the receiving mode but it could trick you to going to the old and make you visit very old emotions at the same time. Do not fall into the "loving the drama as my fuel" trap side of your mind that could keep you in the old patterns. Instead, with the burst of new moon energy, focus on your new self and how you can taste the "tuned up" level of being.

Mercury is taking us into a inner trip with starting its retrograde mode. With the new moon in Taurus with Sun in Taurus, we are feeling grounded although it is not easy to stand still and just meditate with feeling we have so much to do with our new self. Mind wants to do too much especially feeling the chirpy Gemini coming up around the corner. But Mercury says "not now, Gemini" even though it is its ruler.

We are forced to re-focus on the releasing cycles that we have been working on and learning to step up on our new updated self with trying out our new "tuned up" pieces that we have been aligning within. You will see how much your inner child loves to wait for the last minute to try out these new patterns and make you wait for no reason. One side is closing and the new side is opening. You might feel so brand new every minute with these high energies, and tired and pissed at the old at the same time. How could I let that happen? you might hear you saying. How did I not see that and let myself go through? One side of us is ready to let go but the other side could stay and reflect on what you have been doing wrong. Could be a euphoria at one minute and a nightmare another.

Stay focused on;
how much you are turning your attention towards yourself and the outside is controlling you is fading away. How much you are letting go controlling concept and how much you are expanding with your new sharp "tuned up" self.
You might feel more psychic and sensitive with your heart's opening wide open and seeing how much you have been keeping within just for the sake of learning.

So you can be impatient with people not being on the same page with you. They might be on a different phase of inner work and since you are coming back and forth between your old self and the new; you can see yourself pulling (needing to express yourself with them) and pushing (not being able to stay around them too long) simultaneously. Not everyone around you or who you encounter with is there for you to entertain yourself. Many people around you are your lessons. So if you find yourself clashing, you might be expecting them to fill an agenda in your life. If you constantly create same type of situations with different people, you might be repeating same lessons with different people. It is a great time to look at them as a piece of you and what you need to work on. Especially if you see them doing the things that you don't like. Do you have the same things in you that you are just recognizing you need to work on?
Let your focus stay on your self only. Stay neutral enough to recognize how you can speed up the releasing cycle and embrace the new self so you can enjoy the new projects in order without chaos and disturb from your old self. Keep your eye on the new and energize the areas that feels so brand new. Let the old go away without getting stuck in the "why did I ever do that?" questions.

You needed the lessons. And for you to come to this understanding and where you are NOW; you needed them to guide you towards the light.
Here is your light at the end of the tunnel that you have been waiting for. Here is your new you. Drop the old...
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Much Love,
Denize