**In the Void**
Intense incoming energy influx has been showing us how much we were unconsciously attach to the old patterns. Once you start to separate yourself from the old field of feeling "survivor" to "creator" conscious level; first you must recognize what you have separated yourself from. The outside collective factor is keeping everyone in and out of the known and comfort-zone of hard mental 3D forms will delay the alignment stages. Fear will rise within and it could even feel very painful energetically for some who always put so much of their mental energy field to the old programming. So you could feel the huge shock shattering your old world, feelings will arise from your mind to not to let you go to the unknown places of the new. So it could even create extra fear to trick you going back to the known places. It is not easy to separate yourself from the collective old programming and it is easily to go back to the old programmings if you have many people around you are deeply stuck with the old patterns. So you might fear from the new, unknown place where you no longer use these old dramatic intense mental creational fields to keep your existence isolated from the attachment to the slavery. So your freedom could feel like an ice cold slap on your face. Your whole system could drive you to the shores of emotions starting from the childhood (Now Sun is in Cancer sign and Cancer loves the childhood), then your teenage times. Then the mix emotions will want to keep you in your shell where you can play with the old and the future but only you will face with the traps of your mind keeping you elusive emotionally without being able to describe what exactly you are feeling.
We are not only separating our energy fields from attachment to the old programs collectively, we are doing it cellular, atomically within. So mind could feel numb to recall any familiar area that could play (role-label) to fulfill those old patterns. So it is a great chance to see what you have been attaching as your reality, because that will be on the surface right in front of your face. And with your are doing your energy cleansing, you can spot the ones that are keeping you more in old patterns. Roles like playing a wounded child, suicidal kid, confused scientist, resistant mother, rebellious martyr, whatever the role you have been playing with will bother you more than ever. Because you are not connected to the same energy field that could make you feel you can do/fulfill the same low frequent roles that subconsciously making you feel you are doing a right thing to be in pain because you are learning. So feelings will come and go since we had the great pinpoint with Capricorn Full Moon, where we had to visit our survival issues and what we do constantly to keep ourselves in the same energy field to fulfill a victim/powerless, survivor, warrior roles. Whatever you can feel like you are separate from the creator, life, and being here as a missioner. These feelings were more comfortable to relate to because collectively it keeps us in the child (wounded) seat. So where we are like a child, we have no power to change and be responsible of the circumstances. So with energies rising and us becoming more conscious of what's happening increased the veils for us to see what we have been playing with. Now you might feel the cord being separated from your system where it feels like you are in a different world. Just like a newborn baby feels overwhelmed because it was surrounded with its mother's womb. Now you are starting to feel again from a different energy field where you know you are the creator (the mind will comprehend the creator level far later). So you might feel in the void between the new world and the old. Sun in Cancer will highlight how you keep that inner child slaved to its own toys and plays. But if you stay in balance and neutral to the emotional bombarding of your mind's trying to keep you in the old patterns; ....then you can learn so much from this phase and clean the leftover emotional knots that are keeping you in the same enslavement. What is freedom to you? Are you playing the old roles trying to fit into the new energies? That might be the reason why you feel so shocked to see you can't play and be the same in this new field. Welcome to the void. Intensity will show you how much your mind and you are aware of the differences. This way you might see how much mind was holding a huge veil between you and others to keep you in those common played roles of the old patterns. It is a serious cleaning process ....you gotta hear the call. wink emoticon
More later wink emoticon
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Much Love,
Denize
Intense incoming energy influx has been showing us how much we were unconsciously attach to the old patterns. Once you start to separate yourself from the old field of feeling "survivor" to "creator" conscious level; first you must recognize what you have separated yourself from. The outside collective factor is keeping everyone in and out of the known and comfort-zone of hard mental 3D forms will delay the alignment stages. Fear will rise within and it could even feel very painful energetically for some who always put so much of their mental energy field to the old programming. So you could feel the huge shock shattering your old world, feelings will arise from your mind to not to let you go to the unknown places of the new. So it could even create extra fear to trick you going back to the known places. It is not easy to separate yourself from the collective old programming and it is easily to go back to the old programmings if you have many people around you are deeply stuck with the old patterns. So you might fear from the new, unknown place where you no longer use these old dramatic intense mental creational fields to keep your existence isolated from the attachment to the slavery. So your freedom could feel like an ice cold slap on your face. Your whole system could drive you to the shores of emotions starting from the childhood (Now Sun is in Cancer sign and Cancer loves the childhood), then your teenage times. Then the mix emotions will want to keep you in your shell where you can play with the old and the future but only you will face with the traps of your mind keeping you elusive emotionally without being able to describe what exactly you are feeling.
We are not only separating our energy fields from attachment to the old programs collectively, we are doing it cellular, atomically within. So mind could feel numb to recall any familiar area that could play (role-label) to fulfill those old patterns. So it is a great chance to see what you have been attaching as your reality, because that will be on the surface right in front of your face. And with your are doing your energy cleansing, you can spot the ones that are keeping you more in old patterns. Roles like playing a wounded child, suicidal kid, confused scientist, resistant mother, rebellious martyr, whatever the role you have been playing with will bother you more than ever. Because you are not connected to the same energy field that could make you feel you can do/fulfill the same low frequent roles that subconsciously making you feel you are doing a right thing to be in pain because you are learning. So feelings will come and go since we had the great pinpoint with Capricorn Full Moon, where we had to visit our survival issues and what we do constantly to keep ourselves in the same energy field to fulfill a victim/powerless, survivor, warrior roles. Whatever you can feel like you are separate from the creator, life, and being here as a missioner. These feelings were more comfortable to relate to because collectively it keeps us in the child (wounded) seat. So where we are like a child, we have no power to change and be responsible of the circumstances. So with energies rising and us becoming more conscious of what's happening increased the veils for us to see what we have been playing with. Now you might feel the cord being separated from your system where it feels like you are in a different world. Just like a newborn baby feels overwhelmed because it was surrounded with its mother's womb. Now you are starting to feel again from a different energy field where you know you are the creator (the mind will comprehend the creator level far later). So you might feel in the void between the new world and the old. Sun in Cancer will highlight how you keep that inner child slaved to its own toys and plays. But if you stay in balance and neutral to the emotional bombarding of your mind's trying to keep you in the old patterns; ....then you can learn so much from this phase and clean the leftover emotional knots that are keeping you in the same enslavement. What is freedom to you? Are you playing the old roles trying to fit into the new energies? That might be the reason why you feel so shocked to see you can't play and be the same in this new field. Welcome to the void. Intensity will show you how much your mind and you are aware of the differences. This way you might see how much mind was holding a huge veil between you and others to keep you in those common played roles of the old patterns. It is a serious cleaning process ....you gotta hear the call. wink emoticon
More later wink emoticon
heart emoticon heart emoticon
Much Love,
Denize
