**Carrying Fear & Victim Consciousness**

 One of the biggest signs of carrying a victim / powerlessness consciousness (I also like to call as "the old patterns") is to treat people disrespectfully and hurting them when we start to get close to them. Either with a criticism, a higher expectation, waiting for them to entertain our inner boredom or seeing them as savior or the opposite. These are signs that we carry "fear" when we relate to each other. That's why many of us sabotage our connections with others when we start to get close to them.

 Mind believes that it needs protection, therefore, it will start to burst that need with a defense towards some thing that it feels threaten by. It loves to feel that it needs constant stimulation so it compares itself with anyone whom it thinks has more than what we have. Of course, this is coming from that fear and needing the protection within so it contrast as a judgement and a push towards the other whomever comes close to us. Mind has to create a false defense system where it finds more room for itself to create more comparison and judgement so it can count on whatever it feels we lack of. That's where the jealousy and seeing someone from superior or inferior level come from.

 When you see and meet with someone who's stuck in the mind and these patterns a lot; you could easily see that they feel threaten by your kindness or your sympathy towards them. So they either push you when you come a little closer to them or judge you by seeing something wrong with you. Most people find hard time to deal with these patterns of the mind within themselves, that's why they prefer to stay away from people who comes to them with more light. The tricky part is to stay neutral and not to be a mirror when you have these type of people around you.

 The lesson here is to learn how we and others are easily driven by the mind and we both sabotage our relationships where we can create and co-operate as well as learn from each other. You will have this lesson on the way of self-mastery because without learning from the difference of others there is no way you can vibrate on the oneness consciousness. Mind could keep you stuck and karma will show you what you treat others is simply the way you treat yourself.

 Stay as an observer when you have this with your loved ones, and see if you can manage to stay in your heart and neutral towards their "old patterns of fear"....

 We have to shine more light on these patterns to shift unto a heart level of connections...otherwise many of us sabotage our relationships without knowing why we do this. Treating people with disrespect when they show us kindness is not coming from us, it is coming from the mind's keeping us in that defense system where it is trying to convince us that "we need more and when we have it, we can drop the people"...or we don't have enough and they have more than us, so we have to stay away from them or judge them to make them feel just like us"....These are the signs that we are carrying the old "victim / powerlessness" consciousness where keep ourselves in the enslavement of the mind.

 Only self-love and embracing the inner light will create room for us to feel that where we are and what we have is enough and we don't have to compare nor make anyone feel bad to move unto the next level of evolution. Only love and kindness of our oneness is real, the rest is an illusion.
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 Much Love,
Denize