Dear Friends,
After a long subconscious room visiting for months, we are still in the feeling of the heaviness of those alignment stages. Once you stop repeating the old victim/powerlessness patterns within, you could find yourself in the most fearful place where you don't know how to relate to people whom they are deeply stuck in those places. Fear could come from those alignment raw stages where you are entering into your new stages vibration-ally. It is not only a change of a life style in a simplistic way, it is a change of a vibration for sure. So you can't relate nor tolerate when you encounter with this old patterned beings that they are not there where you are. Stop panicking when you see yourself feeling in between if you find yourself deeply chained into a relations, places, works that you do or even your own family being so different than where you are. You have been wishing to be at service so NOW you will see how be careful you have to be about your choosing process being consciously when you find yourself in a place that feels so dark, low in energy and full of unconsciousness that is awaiting for your light. More you release the old patterns the more you will start to care about yourself and dropping to put yourself in a victim or powerless situation. Your task will feel much harder because you might be at the stage where you have to practice how to hold a neutral love/light space for everyone around you. But remember you are also learning how to master communicating to their sleepy minds, transmute the energies up tp a higher level as well as keeping your inner higher space to feel anchored into your heart & higher self space. So escaping will be hard when you consciously feel the pressure to be around and see yourself getting tested in a much harder level at the same time. So remind yourself that you are experiencing this because you are ready. You are ready to relate to them and to stay neutral in your own heart space without interfering with their process as well as learning how to keep your boundaries to nourish your own inner nature at the same time. This is a mastery and you are here to reinvent the ways to make the new templates for the sake of the higher vibrations that we all receive. The places and people you encounter could be the lowest level that whole humanity has been stuck in their own patterns so think with your hearts when you see yourself feeling so pressured. Imagine crossing a threshold where your energy doesn't match to this old patterns but you have to be here to see what they have been stuck so you can apply the new light codes that you have been ignited within.
It essential to stay in your self-empowerment and drop the self-judgement. And pick your comfortable self-nurturing stages of where you feel the power within to stay in balance. Try to see everyone around you as an opportunity as you can apply what you wishing to assist them and yourself from a higher stage, and this could be sometimes a spiritual slap that you both feel mutually. See your surrounding from that new updated self level and look at everything from that higher observer stage to keep your emotional reactions aligned to your higher self.
You are experiencing exactly what you need to master on yourself first then others when you are ready to relate to them to their level. You are learning how to stay in an inner equilibrium as well as how to explain to them to benefit their awakening process like they are in first grade of ascension. You are learning how to be patient, detailed, and how to become an ascended master...and this is also assisting you to see your own reflections on the way of entering into the "oneness" consciousness. The discomfort could be that your higher self is directing you to focus and refocus on the areas that you might slipped and see yourself constantly "reacting" and finding yourself in the low frequent reflection. You will know how you are getting your confirmations from Universe on a personal level....and it will be like an alarming level where you get so disturbed over and over again. Pay attention to them as they are your bread crumbs that you prayed for yourself to see for.
Stay in higher observer seat and focus on your own inner reflection process...we are becoming an adult spiritually and learning to take responsibility of our own actions....and this also means "dropping the feeling of being a victim and giving power to outside of us" for good. Yes, It feels scary because we are not crawling anymore...it is time to walk ...our talk wink emoticon ...
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So Much Love,
Denize Sarikoz
