**Happy Portal**
Have you been feeling the time concept changing last few days? 6/14 - 6/15 - 6/16 - 6/17/15. Time feels like flying or there is no time at all? We are in a great portal where we can change the way we exist forever. New Moon is highlighting the areas where we want to press the reset button and be done with many old stories but Mercury is being in the shadow phase until the end of June pauses us to stand still and take a deeper look of what we are still missing to acknowledge. Mind loves the chatty Gemini New Moon and makes us more thinking and talking without what we really mean. Many of us could find ourselves philosophizing our lives, the way we move, the way we see things, the way we love, the way we do things in our existence. This could bring a very long pause for some where they could dramatize their life story and find themselves so nostalgic and needing to cry over the past.
Here is the thing, we are releasing ourselves from the way we attach ourselves to the past and identifying ourselves with what we do in life TO acknowledging how NOW moment is the best time we have and how much we don't need to use the past to identify who we are. This sounds like a fun thing but it could be an inner war and armageddon for your mind. Because without your past, your struggles, your dramatic stories, your loss, your gains, your awards, your told stories over and over again; ...who are you? Who are you without your past? Who are you without your drama?...your wars, your life. This could drift you to one timeline to another. It could drive your mind more to think and not to get anywhere. You could feel different emotions that you had never felt. And on the other side, your mind can't easily give up on these stories and it will let you hold on to the old grudges, old hurts, old wars, old winnings, etc. This could create intense energy spasms inside of your body.
Since you receive energy updates from your left side, you're releasing the old energies from your right side, you might feel dividing into two. Even you want to receive the new, without you recognizing; your mind will hold on to the old, because it feels fearful at each new energy wave that you receive. It holds onto the known within. And it could be very dangerous if you are not aware. You can gain more weight, you can have inflammation problems around your body, you can create cysts, you can have swollen muscle / tissue problems, etc. I strongly suggest you to focus on staying present at all times, and whenever you feel centered; go visit the old hurts and old grudges like a caring parent and stay awake enough to release the old grudges, old hurts, old mind-sets, and speak to your old self (where you feel it insists to stay as old and hang onto things) with your new self like a good friend who will give you a good advice.
Like,...
"dear old self, I know you have been hurt, you have been neglected, disrespected. Maybe there are many stories that you can't find answers, but I am here for you, I love you, and they all happen to teach you higher wisdom. You are who you are today and you have become so strong because you have all those lessons. But they are done, and in the past. And you are no longer affected by them."...Say "I release, and I receive, I release and I receive." ... You can create your own way of releasing and cleaning your system but every memory(whatever you feel you are stuck and powerless with) needs to be replaced with your higher awareness and with your new version. Otherwise, they will pop up and they will make you go back to the same feelings of being victim/powerless.
You have to recognize what you are releasing and what you are receiving. By saying these out loud, you might acknowledge the differences.
More later ...in part 2 wink emoticon
heart emoticon
Much Love,
Denize
Have you been feeling the time concept changing last few days? 6/14 - 6/15 - 6/16 - 6/17/15. Time feels like flying or there is no time at all? We are in a great portal where we can change the way we exist forever. New Moon is highlighting the areas where we want to press the reset button and be done with many old stories but Mercury is being in the shadow phase until the end of June pauses us to stand still and take a deeper look of what we are still missing to acknowledge. Mind loves the chatty Gemini New Moon and makes us more thinking and talking without what we really mean. Many of us could find ourselves philosophizing our lives, the way we move, the way we see things, the way we love, the way we do things in our existence. This could bring a very long pause for some where they could dramatize their life story and find themselves so nostalgic and needing to cry over the past.
Here is the thing, we are releasing ourselves from the way we attach ourselves to the past and identifying ourselves with what we do in life TO acknowledging how NOW moment is the best time we have and how much we don't need to use the past to identify who we are. This sounds like a fun thing but it could be an inner war and armageddon for your mind. Because without your past, your struggles, your dramatic stories, your loss, your gains, your awards, your told stories over and over again; ...who are you? Who are you without your past? Who are you without your drama?...your wars, your life. This could drift you to one timeline to another. It could drive your mind more to think and not to get anywhere. You could feel different emotions that you had never felt. And on the other side, your mind can't easily give up on these stories and it will let you hold on to the old grudges, old hurts, old wars, old winnings, etc. This could create intense energy spasms inside of your body.
Since you receive energy updates from your left side, you're releasing the old energies from your right side, you might feel dividing into two. Even you want to receive the new, without you recognizing; your mind will hold on to the old, because it feels fearful at each new energy wave that you receive. It holds onto the known within. And it could be very dangerous if you are not aware. You can gain more weight, you can have inflammation problems around your body, you can create cysts, you can have swollen muscle / tissue problems, etc. I strongly suggest you to focus on staying present at all times, and whenever you feel centered; go visit the old hurts and old grudges like a caring parent and stay awake enough to release the old grudges, old hurts, old mind-sets, and speak to your old self (where you feel it insists to stay as old and hang onto things) with your new self like a good friend who will give you a good advice.
Like,...
"dear old self, I know you have been hurt, you have been neglected, disrespected. Maybe there are many stories that you can't find answers, but I am here for you, I love you, and they all happen to teach you higher wisdom. You are who you are today and you have become so strong because you have all those lessons. But they are done, and in the past. And you are no longer affected by them."...Say "I release, and I receive, I release and I receive." ... You can create your own way of releasing and cleaning your system but every memory(whatever you feel you are stuck and powerless with) needs to be replaced with your higher awareness and with your new version. Otherwise, they will pop up and they will make you go back to the same feelings of being victim/powerless.
You have to recognize what you are releasing and what you are receiving. By saying these out loud, you might acknowledge the differences.
More later ...in part 2 wink emoticon
heart emoticon
Much Love,
Denize
